What’s in this episode?

Today I’m launching A Still, Small Paw — a feature film project I wrote for trans and LGBTQ youth and their families in Middle America. This is a story that will save lives.

WHY THIS FILM MATTERS

It’s no secret that the last few years have been brutal for trans and LGBTQ youth. From my activism, friends, family, and film work, I’ve heard from countless young people across the country who are suffering.

This sucks. It feels like, as a culture, we’re regressing.

According to The Trevor Project’s 2024 National Mental Health Survey:

“39% of LGBTQ+ young people seriously considered attempting suicide in the past year — including 46% of transgender and nonbinary young people.”

“90% said their well-being was negatively impacted due to recent politics.”

Politicians, from state legislatures to the president, have used these kids as a political cudgel. Trans and LGBTQ youth have been publicly bullied on the world’s largest stage. The emotional and physical toll has been devastating.

After the last election, with its loud rhetoric and cynical they/them ads, then this year’s threats from the White House and numerous lawsuits, many media outlets, nonprofits, hospitals, and universities have quietly stepped back from supporting trans and queer youth.

But these kids still need us. Maybe now more than ever.

And while it might seem contrarian to make a feature film about a subject that has become radioactive, I think it’s exactly the right time.

In college, my economics professor gave me this advice:

“When everybody runs, you walk. When everybody walks, you run.”

So today, I’m running.

Additional Chapters

  • Chapter 4

    Yet another tragic suicide of a Trans youth in Lancaster PA: an extraordinary young man named Ashton Clatterbuck. PA State Senator Ryan Aument, who serves Lancaster, authored legislation called worse than Florida’s ‘Don’t Say Gay’ bill. Clips from “Alien” and “Rebecca.” An open question is posed to Senator Ryan Aument. Length: 11:53

  • Chapter 3

    Fungi and the Death of Three Trans Teens. A little bit about Lancaster Pennsylvania. Local community leaders implement national strategies to subjugate local trans and LGBTQ teens. News clips. A comparison is made to the HBO series, “The Last of Us.” Length: 4:49

  • Chapter 1

    Three Trans Teens in Lancaster Pennsylvania die by suicide in a single year. A church deacon says of one of the victims: the enemy was mental illness. Anti-trans rhetoric is implicated. Trump’s statement on gender affirming care. A note on gender conformity. Length: 4:37